kendy’s scribbles

Tuesday…1am…Red Roses…Love…Complete…Forever…Bliss…Babe…

Happy 1st anniversary…

I Love You now..forever..no goodbyes..Just Love

Whew its been awhile hehe… In a month I’ll be marrying the love of my life.. Yup, finally my ultimate gift has arrive and I’m gonna spend the rest of my life with him. We only had 5 months to prepare and God has been very good to us. Beautiful ones will come home on my day and even that is a miracle. With the busy skeds, distance and work, yup, we will be complete. Thank you Lord.

Now, the news of me getting married has spread like wildfire. And of course some people assumed I am pregnant. For the record, I am NOT pregnant. It is quite funny at first but it kinda irritating nah…No I am not expecting but hopefully very soon,in the right time. Hehehehe

Anyways, I had a grand time preparing this wedding. To the invitations, to the venue, to the designer and to the pictorials..it twas really fun. But most of all, the best part of it all is Marlon. He has been on my side from the start. I thank God for preparing us for each other. God has been so loving to bless me with the man of my dreams. Someone whose love for me is overflowing..someone who is kind and understanding..someone who loves God and loves his family…The list is long..a wonderful man indeed..

Babe, I love you…thank you for the inspiration..I am truly blessed to have you in my life..I am happy and excited to start a new life with you.

Babe..I do..

I am very well convinced that no person or thing can ever complete me. Only Him can ever fill the emptiness in me. I have learned that dependence in Him can make a big difference and that is living a more blissful and meaningful life. In the completeness I found in my self and Him, I have come to realize that this completeness is meant to be shared and witnessed. Now that you came, it all made sense, you are my witness to my completeness. The tough times and the tears that was shed had a purpose after all..to strengthen me,to fix me, to complete me, to prepare me..for you.

Someone sent me this message awhile ago:

Frustrating Realizations:

u find the perfect love, but in a wrong time.

u find the perfect one, but he’s not in love with you.

u find the perfect one, but u must be loyal to someone else.

u got the perfect looks, but no one takes u seriously.

u met the perfect personality, but ur bound to be just friends.

u got brains, but got a frail heart.

u find the courage, but its just too late.

ur ready to love, but u don’t know where to start.

Comment: I guess the universe has its ways of telling us that things don’t always happen the way we want it to. There are just things that are not meant to happen, not meant to be. We have to realize that we are a part of a grander plan and Someone is working behind the scenes and writing the perfect love story for each person in this imperfect world. And so, we take a deep breath, smile and take the dive once again…

in the silence of the night..in the darkest nights of your soul..it is when you realize that it is a blessing to feel and being jaded is a curse..because it is when you feel the emptiness and loneliness,there you find the true longings of your heart..you find what keeps u and breaks you..you find what u need and realize you’ve got everything, to finally have that bliss thats never ending..

i am talking nonsense..oh no..hahahaha

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?

And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?

Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies?

And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love dies?

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.

And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart…

Who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?

And who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?

Who knows?

Who knows?

Only time…

The rules we stepped aside

The fear that we defied

The thrill of the ride

The fire in our hearts that burned

The oceans that we crossed

The innocence we’ve lost

The hurting at the end

I go there again,

Cause it was beautiful.

So beautiful…

Hugs baby..

happy mother’s day to mama and mommy..wish we could spend this special day with u in batangas (mga arte)…hahaha im so happy that ur having the time of your lives in your grand vacation…but sayang wala mo kataste sa akong spaghetti hahaha

also to tita jing and all of my titas happy mother’s day…enjoy my spaghetti hahahaha

i need my equanimity back…

What is the state of your heart??? Have u ever asked yourself that question lately..or do we avoid asking ourselves that coz we are afraid of finding out..sometimes we go out into the world waiting for the pleasant surprises in store for us..and sometimes not so pleasant surprises too..but really life is so exciting and beautiful that it never stops to surprise us..have ur heart surprised you in a way that it takes ur breath away..and at the same time shatters you coz u know u will never be the same again..wheeeewww..we face the world in a way that we sometimes hide the state of our hearts coz we think its brave to shut down our emotions and deny ourselves of true freedom..once in awhile try to find out whats really deep in your heart..know what makes u happy..know what aches you..know what keeps you alive..and youll know what u need to get your groove back..believe me youll be back in the game in no time..sweetie this is for you!!! Love u!